Try this: How old is your son now?
ET I was abandoned as a child and did not have the love and attention I needed, I accept myself.
ET they let me cry so much that I knew that no one would ever come, I am a good kid.
ET its difficult for me to bond with my new mom and dad, I'm a good kid.
ET though my brain has not developed the way it should have, I'm still a good kid.
ET life was pretty tough for me ...
Even though I still don't trust people,...
ET life sucks....
ET I will never recover from the damage that was done to me, ....
Let me know more details and perhaps i can give your more assistance
Mildred